Yesterday an unpleasant tragedy befell me.

I shall begin this post by confessing my love toward a particular Youtuber: I have followed his videos for a while and I think, well at least thought, he was a stupendous human being. It is undeniable that I held a great deal of respect for him.

He speaks so handsomely, holds morals and ideas which both astound and seize me.

(Can you see where this is going?!)

As I was reading comments on a particular video, I was slightly alarmed by the accusation that he, unknowing to me, was a porn star.

Did I believe that this man, who talks so profoundly, sells his body for fame and fortune?

Of course not!

After looking up the matter, perhaps a little too much, I was proven wrong.

The respect and love for this man shattered in a single moment of torture!

But then the thought occurred to me, he is still the same man whom I thought of so highly.

How can I put so much faith and love into a human and not expect for it to eventually shatter?

When nobody -nothing- is perfect?

Nevertheless I will still watch his videos, and hold the respect for a man who isn’t necessarily perfect but who is real.

 

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